我哭了
这次哭地很惨。没想到信一交出去眼泪就不停地留下脸颊，哭的眼睛又红又肿。原本已经有天生的黑眼圈和眼袋了，现在还加上红眼和肿胀。真像只大熊猫。真是不争气。
短短的一段时间，竟然跟大家打成一片。真是有点舍不得。现在就好像要离开认识多年的知心好友一样，说起来就好笑。又不是待了很久，根本都不到一年。但感觉就像很长久。
尤其是跟上师，竟然跟她好像是姐妹似的。 我想：我是不是做地太绝？
有可能我个性太脆弱吧？太容易跟别人打交道，也太轻易把人家当作自己的死党，做朋友。这使到离别的时候非常难过。
我想，是不是保持一点距离会使自己比较好受点呢？
我这只大熊猫真没用。
我想这是我最后一次交出这种信了。
不会再有第二次了。
还是自己当老板比较好。
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发疯的大熊猫
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Tell you something, i had a similar experience too..when i did my first attachment (just 2.5 months ok ?) i rememebered i cried too when i left that company. Now that i think of it, its rather silly.. but at that moment, those feelings just overwhelmed me lor.. i guess we are both those kinds that are easily touched and tender-hearted.
If you feel you have made really good friends with your colleagues in the office, keep in touch with them.. that's the best gift you can give them.
Friends are for forever, remember ?
Just like even when you are in U.S. studying liao.. physically you are away from all of us back home.. but you will still be in our thoughts.. so remember to keep in touch then okie ?
If we truly treasure our friends, we will keep in touch. That's what i feel... cheer up sister !
Hey girl,
It's normal to be sad about leaving your colleagues when you people have 'braved through thick and thin together' in the corporate or even personal sense of the term.. All the more worse as you will not be in Singapore but overseas for studies!
What I did when my ex-colleagues left was to keep in touch with them via msn. When this close gal colleague of mine went over to UK to study, we always made it a point to at least have a meal together when she returns to S'pore. You should do that too~~
Anyway, guess I am about to face what you are about to face soon.. cos I tendered today.
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Whether u are big panda or not, you're my dear mei-mei.. no cry. Not many ppl have the courage to do what u are going to do. You've already won the first step. Christ in you the hope of glory. The outcome's not the most important thing, it's your willingness to run with the dreams that God has put in your heart. :)
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